Cause now that I can see you, I dont think you're worth a second glance [15 Feb 2004|09:59pm] "Keep the bitter remarks coming and maybe by the next time you say I dont care...you'll be right" friday - mall. crazy sexy chicks. fun times =]. villa roma. a few misunderstandings =T but fixed things. nice surprises <3. and all's well that ends well =) so yay sat - hung out with 3 of the COOLEST chicks in the world and celebrated v-day in montclair. visited jen at soda pop shop =) and FINALLY found quiznos woohoooo thanks to narin hehe. and then since im a "traitor" =P spent the rest of the night with mike and his friends, jus drivin around. breakers is soooo gross!! bleh. madd chill except uh..for the part where my mom thought i was smoking :( Definitely not cool. but i actually DIDNT get in trouble. hmmm i've been getting pretty good at this whole not getting in trouble thing with her lately =) so thats fun. the whole thing was pretty sketch though...lol sunday - mad chillage with the family at my aunt's new house in hicksville. i like my family =) they're pretty cool..as far as families go lol. on the ride home my 30 yr old cousin played the same sappy broken hearted love song for 45 effin minutes until i agreed to sing it with him!! lol but we had a good chat about heartbreaks and other evils lol. i feel bad for him =/ He deserves so much better. got home and no one could do anything - everyone was either busy, sick, or couldnt get out of the house. damn its like i gotta drag these kids out of their houses (coughRENATAcough =P) so umm yeah..havent chilled at home in awhile so i think im gonna curl up with a good book and read my lil heart out cuz im a big big dork! haha. and p.s. I<3BRYCEAQUINO!!!! night yooooo do you like to hurt? i do, i do

will you be my valentine if i'm a world away? [12 Feb 2004|07:24pm] [ mood | defeated :( ] hey, i guess i haven't updated in awhile. well in general this week was pretty good i guess. today was probably the best lunch i've ever had. sooo close to winning my staring contest against jeff..but i DID make him CRY hehe. soo, that was almost as good as winning. and it was pretty gross but adam ate like apples and hot dog buns covered in ketchup and bean sauce.lmao.disgusting. quite an eventful lunch, i must say.Harding was being a really big prick again today and some other ppl tend to put me in a bad mood..but you probably already know who. so yeah some ppl need to go die already or learn to grow up. ahh! but jen, alana, hiren and me came up with the ULTIMATE revenge against harding lol. WE LICKED HIS EFFIN COOKIE! LMAO how amazing is that? except renata refused to participate cuz she's a punk =P. I must say,i have no remorse whatsoever..so i probably am going to hell. hehe. on a good note though, mike's been amazing and he's been making me feel better alot lately <333. Vday on saturday..and thats a joke. some stupid holiday and all my friends have like..uninvited me from all their plans!! jerks <33..and yeah no candy grams tomorrow for me..even though i harrassed like..everybody lol. umm I guess today's like our 1 week anniversary..or..somethin lol but here's alil something that might make you throw up =): MikeMM393: did you know... that until the day I die that I would spill my heart for you MikeMM393:? MikeMM393: ...fine then MikeMM393: guess you didn't know... hmm well did you know that you are my sunshine? my only sunshine MikeMM393: and you make me happy... when skies are gray I fLyAwayYy I: lol I fLyAwayYy I: ur cute alright, paaaayce suckas =] do you like to hurt? i do, i do

and life is GOOD =] [04 Feb 2004|09:02pm] yesterday was madddd chilllll ;) "Shake down you make me break For goodness sake I think I'm on the edge Of something new with you Shout out don't drown the sound I'll drown you out You'll never scream so loud As I want to scream with you" I miss getting excited over this kinda shiz =P I feel like such a dork lol. I'm out. g'night kids!!! p.s. Jen Jen is my hero and i love her to death and I OWE HER BIG TIME!!! thank uuuu do you like to hurt? i do, i do

Finding my own words, my own little stage, my own epic drama, my own scripted page... [01 Feb 2004|10:21pm] Yoooo!! hey guys, I just wanna say I had a really good weekend for once =) First of all..no homework. Damn i forgot how good it feels to not have to worry about anything for whoooleee weekend. it's AMAZING! Anyway, Friday, me and renata went to our VERY FIRST hockey game! can i get a w00t w00t? lol. It was all very exciting...and kim was laughing at us the whole time cuz we're such hockey newbs =T. I was looking forward to seein some blood and watching Dan song mess some ppl up, but none of that happened =/ What a disappointment..and we missed seeing Danielle's goal. Chick hockey's defintely cool. My daughter's defintely gonna play hockey.yeaaahhh lol. Yep so after that..chilled with Mr. Smith for a bit which was cool cuz we haven't hung out in quite awhile..made me happy =) Nice quality time and we continued the tradition of cooking foods that look like they'll taste gross but end up being amaaazing hehe. Saturday was THE LAST TRACK PRACTICE OF THE SEASON! OMGOMGOMG HOW AWESOME IS THAT?!?!?!??! it was so easy too!! except..for some reason i woke up really sore today..so thats weird..but whatever IT'S ALMOST OVER! YESSSSS!!! lol The renata came over and we were supposed to study for SAT's but..we ended up s-waving her hair and it looked really purty =] She showered here too which is cool cuz it feels like she's family! hehe that's love broooo ;) Then I had my first dance practice for Asian show which was alright. Kinda weird cuz it was just me, Marianne and Abby and i'm not really friends with either of them..but it was pretty chill. Dance is mad long though..and that's kind of challenging but whatever..i say BRING IT! heehee..after that, Pat came over and we did lots of fun stuff like stop n shop and blockbuster and wendys and getting lost and almost dying! heh j/k. pretty much wasted alot of money and just ended up talking for the most part. Which is good cuz i haven't hung out with her in so long! and i missed her <33 Too bad we freakin fall asleep so early! Sleep's soooo good though..and we have to get more cookie dough for next time :(. Sunday, mass and breakfast with fam as usual..and we went to Charlie Brown's and i saw a certain someone and i didnt even recognize him until some kid shouted out his name! lol funny stuff. i'm not obsessed though like SOME PEOPLE ;) Then i went home and took a naaapp! yay naps are fun. my first one in like a month..but the next thing i knew..Renata's walking into my room and waking me up lol! definitely family right there =) We watched GRIND(really good movie!! Adam Brody <333)and cracked up the whole time cuz its so funny and we were gonna make cookies but instead Sean picked us up and we went to Bryce's house for a bit. He was really paranoid and kept yelling at us but its allll good =)We ate all his food. Then went back to my house and my mom freaked out alittle cuz she doesnt trust me at all and she thinks im a bad kid..but im really not and she can just..die or something. blehhhh!!!! So made cookies with sean and took mad pictures lol. Went alittle crazy with the picture taking. That was fun. I Miss hanging out with sean too, he's a cool kid =) Well i had a good weekend and im gonna sleep now cuz its getting late. school tomorrow </3 =( Everything's been kind of surreal lately..and for 3 days i've been worry free. Feels really damn gooda actually. A moment of clarity came to me while i wasnt paying attention during mass today, and I just kept smiling and singing this morning. Hope tomorrow's just as good. G'night everybody!!! do you like to hurt? i do, i do

my tummy hurts =/ [29 Jan 2004|06:15pm] [ music | This is the soundtrack to saying goodbye; <3 u bryce =] ] ugggghhh i ate too much :( Now my stomach hurts and i want somebody to rub it for me! hah!..fat chance les...cuz ur all alone. whatever..today i realized how gay boys really are anyway. 1) Jeff lets me put make-up on him!! lol what a tough guy ;] 2) malyar enjoys looking through girly magazines with me, as does mokammel. definitely cool kids right there <33 And then of course, there's bryce and paul..nuff said hahaha. Mmmm yeah definitely major chillage this weekend. don't know when or where but im getting the hell out of my house....YA HEAR ME?!?!?! yeah mike's definitely taking us to the hockey game friday and i dont care if he doesnt wanna!!! cuz he owes us for not taking us to see yellowcard grrrrr. ppl with cars' gotta learn to share the wealth! heh. Saturday, track practice, some hardcore SAT studying with renata <3 cuz we're gay like that, first dance practice with them asians!! im kinda excited bout that i looove dancin' =) bleh then after that..dont know whats goin down. hit me up killah's!!!AND SUNDAY! hopefully THE BEST part of my weekdend..hopin to hang out with renata and ultimate beauty queens jen and alana <3 and do some hardcore girl stuff and shopping and whatnot. i wanna get a haircut too, jen cut it for me?!?! make me pretty darlin! it'll take a miracle i know..but by the end of the weekend renata's gonna look like that hott chick from the oc and im gonna look like kristen kreuk =]..errr except not really. sooolll good though! i really really wanna hang out with themmm. oh yeah! and im gonna make time for sheila shah cuz she's amazing except for some reason whenever i try to hang out with her..someone in her family's going to india so i cant. hmm...suspicious?! lol j/k doll. we'll hang out soon! taco bell if u must even..just so i can see you =) So i guess thats it. i just dont want my weekend to suck once again =/ I'm sick of those times..just sitting and thinking way too much for my own good. killer days. bleh! Hope everything works out for once =). w0000t!!! never looked so forward to the weekend. im out now. love you =) comment!!.. "hey lush, have fun...it's the weekend" ;] do you like to hurt? i do, i do

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